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Diary

It does seem to provide a sort of high - a childish naive high - hightened emotions that have been neglected - enegy multiplied - fuzzy feeling - excitement - horniness - a multiplication with it’s accompanied and complemented black coffee- A gittery rush whole body sensation that lasts for a while - i’m not sure it’s a bad thing - exactly what a drug addict would say ! stimulants - is’nt this the nature of being - to be or not to be or when to be on stimulants to manipulate and shape consciousness.

This is real - but - only real when it’s needed - it’s also the amalgamated experience of the space, the service….